Married For Now-Chapter 195: JUST A MISUNDERTSANDING

WHAT’S this hard thing poking my hip...

Oh.

Oh.

Sohee immediately opened his eyes when he realized what the huge and hard thing was; Kim Heedo’s morning wood was pressed nicely against his hip.

Aigoo.

And what was better than that?

Their position.

Sohee didn’t know how it happened, but he ended up cuddling with Kim Heedo.

I put on a show last night and put a pillow between us, but it’s obviously useless.

He wouldn’t be surprised if he was the one who "attacked" his husband because he was pretty horny before he slept last night.

But Kim Heedo could have done it as well.

It’s probably muscle memory because we’re both used to cuddling each other when sleeping.

Hmm.

Sohee would admit that he missed it— he missed melting in Kim Heedo’s warm and tight embrace.

Just like now.

This is the life.

Actually, Sohee wanted to press his body closer to Kim Heedo— but his baby bump was in the way.

Well, it couldn’t be helped.

My babies, do you want to get physically close to your daddy as well?

Sohee closed his eyes and savored the moment, but then...

"Hyung...?"

Oh, Kim Heedo woke up by then.

Sohee raised his head and was about to greet Kim Heedo with a good morning, but he stopped when he saw that his husband’s expression didn’t look good.

But why...?

"I’m sorry, Hyung," Kim Heedo said, panic crossing in his eyes as he raised his hands. "I swear I didn’t do this on purpose."

Oh, so that was what it was.

He’s worried that I might misunderstand and think that he took advantage of me while I was asleep.

"Your baby bump... our babies... did I accidentally crush them...?"

Aigoo.

He’s also worried about that?

Cute.

"No, it’s okay— you didn’t crush anything. I don’t know how we ended up in this position, but I’m sure you didn’t take advantage of me," Sohee explained, not moving an inch because he still wanted to bask in Kim Heedo’s warmth. And, yes, he loved the feeling of his husband’s erection against his body. He missed this so fucking much. "It’s still early, so we should go back to sleep—"

Hmm?

Sohee didn’t get to finish what he was saying because Kim Heedo suddenly— but gently— grabbed him by the shoulders before he carefully pulled him away from his body.

That didn’t end there.

"Blergh..."

Kim Heedo covered his mouth with his hand when he almost threw up, and then he suddenly got up and ran towards the bathroom.

What the hell happened?

Of course, Sohee knew at the back of his mind that Kim Heedo might have been sick.

After all, he saw how pale his husband was before he ran off.

However, he was a little sensitive these days.

Hence...

"Heedo is probably disgusted with me," Sohee whispered to himself in a cracked voice. "He doesn’t find me attractive anymore..."

***

THAT was bad.

Kim Heedo almost threw up in front of Park Sohee.

So, this is what having morning sickness feels like.

He raised his head and looked at his reflection in the mirror after washing his face.

Sohee Hyung has been experiencing this for the past few weeks? I’m so glad that Shaman Jung had the means to transfer Sohee Hyung’s sufferings to me.

And it would continue until Park Sohee’s morning sickness completely disappeared.

We don’t know when Sohee Hyung’s morning sickness will end since, according to Kyungmin Hyung, it’s different for each Omega.

But that didn’t matter to Heedo.

This is the least thing I could do for Sohee Hyung.

It wasn’t enough, but at least, he could do something for his husband.

After Heedo brushed his teeth again, he finally got out of the bathroom.

"Sohee Hyung, I’m sorry..."

He trailed off when he saw Park Sohee crying while sitting on the bed, hugging his knees.

"Hyung!" Heedo immediately ran to Park Sohee’s side, kneeling on the floor while looking up at his husband. He stopped himself from sitting next to Park Sohee because he didn’t want to invade his personal space, not when Park Sohee hadn’t forgiven him yet. "Why are you crying? Are you in pain?"

"Kim Heedo, you..."

Oh.

Heedo felt a pang in his chest when Kim Heedo could barely speak because of his tears.

And he had never felt more helpless than that very moment.

"Hyung, should I call Kyungmin Hyung?" Heedo asked worriedly. "Or, better yet, should I bring you to the hospital?"

"You don’t find me attractive anymore, do you?"

"Huh?"

"You’re disgusted with me now because I gained weight," Park Sohee said between sobs. "You’re not physically attracted to me now that I’m pregnant."

What?

Heedo was too stunned by Park Sohee’s very wrong assumptions that he couldn’t react right away.

And his husband wasn’t giving him time to say anything.

"I probably look ugly to you now that I have a big baby bump," Park Sohee continued lamenting while tears also rolled down his cheeks nonstop. "That’s why you threw up. You hate my body now."

"Hyung, that’s not true," Heedo said firmly, then he got up and sat next to Park Sohee. "I’m not disgusted by your body, Hyung. And I’m still very much attracted to you— physically, emotionally. You’re the only one I want, even without my memories."

Oh.

Oh.

Heedo was surprised by his own confession.

In fact, he realized how much he liked Park Sohee just now.

So, I don’t even need to recover my memories at this point.

"If that’s true, then why did you throw up?" Park Sohee asked suspiciously. "You weren’t sick last night."

Finally, the chance to explain.

"Hyung, do you remember the talisman from Shaman Jung?"

"The one meant to get rid of my morning sickness?"

"Yes, that one," Heedo said while nodding. "Actually, we need to sleep on the same bed with the talisman under your pillow for one thing: so that your morning sickness will get transferred to me."

"Oh," Park Sohee said in disbelief, his tears suddenly stopped. "But why did you do that?"

"Because I can’t stand seeing you suffering, Hyung."

"It’s just morning sickness, though. Yeah, it sucks. But it’s something that most pregnant people go through."

"Just because it’s normal doesn’t mean I’d want you to continue suffering when there’s a way to take that pain away from you, Hyung."

Park Sohee knitted his eyebrows. "That’s why you threw up earlier? Because now you’re the one who’s going to suffer from morning sickness?"

"Yes, Hyung."

Of course, Heedo wasn’t waiting or expecting Park Sohee to thank him.

I did it because I want to, so Hyung doesn’t owe me anything.

However, he also didn’t expect Park Sohee to cry again.

"Hyung, are you in pain?"

"You stupid golden goose," Park Sohee said between sobs, and then he buried his face against Heedo’s chest. "Who told you to do that? Now you’re going to be sick every morning."

Oh.

He was being scolded by his husband, but his heart still felt full.

"It’s alright, Hyung," Heedo said gently while wrapping his arms around Park Sohee’s body as carefully as possible. He also didn’t hug him too tightly because he was afraid of accidentally crushing their babies. But he had to control his urges because Park Sohee’s scent was too tempting for him. "I don’t mind being in pain as long as you and our babies are fine."

***

SOHEE buried his face against Kim Heedo’s face because he was embarrassed to death.

Even so, his heart was swelling with happiness.

And he would admit that his anger with his husband was quickly melting.

I haven’t forgiven Kim Heedo yet completely, but I’m getting there.

Almost.

***

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